Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Nitey

Superstar


Chloe Sevigny




Who Earns What

I feel I've missed out on THEE experience because of my race.  I was fine.  People who succeed are all white.

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I win.

I do not need to take from others for myself in competition for others.

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Debated

I was upset and was set to think weird things.. need to ignore.

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Sorry

If anyone is upset by me.

What's wrong?

Something's wrong.

Was she ever mean..

..to people like my mom?  Yea.  No?  My mom did it?

Like Shit, Teens Today

I know that teens shit on people because they're shit and think that someone did something that made them look bad.

Problem

I got a message from Ellen saying to wrap my mom up like a dead hamster in newspaper.  Also, she had a hamster on her show eating something I ate.  She has no right to tell me to eat Chinese.  I AM WHITE.

So, who is it?

Is Ellen the 1 wanting these weird things to happen cuz I just figured it was my mom?

Bad People

They just want the people born around 1960 so they can ge the candy.  My family is nothing.

"Say you'll share with me 1 love, 1 lifetime.."

No, I won't share the funny moments my dad has.  Also, he has indian, so what's wrong with that?  It's not even black, which is more different in the bone structure.

I sometimes find him effeminate.  He has good moments and bad moments.  He covers things up.

I just detected it's hard for him being born in 1950, like an illness.

How I Get By

I just try to forget about it, and my brain kinda does it sometimes..

Problem

If Ellen is just mean to me, why do I end up watching her without saying a word?  Wait, sometimes she can be nice.  No one ever said I was bad, and I don't want this to be a 1st.  It's hard to explain, but it seems she's just some bad kid messing with other people, a ha ha ha, or like these little messages that I know I get.  Well, what sparked this was 2 things, 1 was something someone else rubbed in.  You can't get mad at me..cuz I'm surrounded by this it seems, seems like a trick.  I won't buy it.

What?

What just made me seem mad other than the noises in my room?  Is there anything?

Happy News

I'm done with my social group.  Just eating out and a parent conference.

Problem

They are talking to me and it makes my whole face freeze up like they're staring up close.  Why not not be mean?

It makes me wanna explode and hit something.  I want to get away.  I have no choice.  I can't get them to stop like before.

How do you feel?

Do you feel trampled on, like maybe you will never be famous and therefore amount to nothing?  People live with a dream all can be famous in some way, which is true, most likely.  Why is Ellen like that, like now she isn't really friendly in the normal way of acting.  She used to just be offensive to people who were different.  I'm putting up with jokes that shouldn't mean anything via her and others.

Something that did upset me was how I don't see the ending of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," when you see the legs crossing and someone like her gets to say, "Anyway."  Why are you all acting like her and Johny Depp and Tim Burton get what us young adults deserve?  So, I did see it, gladly, after "Bethenny."  You see the big Warner Bros. symbol, as well.  You all are so annoying, you people in Pixar, thinking it's only about Ellen, like she's a baby.  I'm not having fun in this shit hole.  The whole world decided they knew and didn't like me.  I'm building up something that you all don't do.

Ellen slips in little insulting messages, like because I'm too old for her show, supposedly.  I'm not.  It's just I don't have what I need.

My mom was inflicting annoying things to me today, too.  I don't wanna play this with her.  Just admit it, Ellen is being mean.  I can't say anything cuz I don't know what to say.  She is making fun of me like I'm like everyone else..

They just made the mouse do something, too.  Now, they're doing something else on the screen.  Now, something weird happened.  Now, they are attempting to talk to me.  Funny, huh?  This is not my life, I want people in my life not like this.  What you say about me is wrong.  You just did something, again.

TV

I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," Colbert, and Bethenny.