Christina Barrett

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Problem

People are suggesting things. I don't wanna talk suggestions. You get away with so much of your opinion of me on the computer.

Problem

They're bothering me, again. It's irritating me. I need to go to bed. I'm going out again a little later.

Sorry

So annoying. I want my thoughts sorted out.

Question

Do you have to question yourself in the silence about what Ellen will do to you? Because of something silly, like a thought process? Clearly, I mean no ill.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: gay guy obsessed with children

Y-yes!

In Those Who Kill, they had children. I know now that's why the men are there.

A Good List

Ellen is kind and spirited. Too bad for the active fans who are on the edge of their seat who don't know how to watch and let others enjoy.. to let Ellen decide what she does and not them.

Literally Outta Sorts - Wouldn't anyone listen?

I don't want someone to sit there and have fun, well Ellen, while I sit there and no one listens to me, and she is like all weird creative like yea I can see how this works out, insulting Christina. So what?

Problem

They've wasted my life, at least today.

Problem

I don't like these weirdos constantly talking to me being picky ass.

Interesting

Chloe Moretz reminds me of Peyton List. I went to NY and had a good time but not NYC.

Problem

The weirdo watching me tried to give me an o*****. I can say what I want you criminal!

Weird

Helena Bonham Carter just so happens to be, away from mommy being saucy, in another dimension thinking people like her quirky, tacky attitude. I think she's just having fun, but I mean I'm allowed to say this and not feel vulnerable.

Problem

I saw Helena trying to flirt with Tim like arouse him from behind, but he didn't even see. No one cares.. flaunting around trying to hurt people. I couldn't..

Look, this mentally challenging lady just got more attention. Anyone would like her, but I don't really find what she did something to let pass by.

This is a bit out of place, but I know there's a secret message. She's nice, all in all. I bet Tim got her to be that way. :/ I dunno what's wrong! I just don't know what to say! Why can people all be convinced I'm bad?

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Tim Burton

his film Big Eyes to release on Christmas day..

I hope you had fun with it. It looks like an elf. Your daughter must have big, beautiful eyes. I wanted my eyes to not be too small, but then again they're not too big. Well, hope you had fun.

Problem

These people are telling me they can treat me meanly like this!

How Suggestive

I don't deserve to have fun with anyone?

I don't understand.

My skin is lighter.

Selfish?

I don't need more attention from Sevigny, but I mean I just find Chloe to be selfish and others for stealing my relationships, it's something about the way they do it like they're more white and they're not.

Something So Funny I Have to Say

I'm not posting this to Chloe, but I saw a picture of Chloe Moretz making animal ears like Chloe Sevigny. I swear, kid today are so selfish. I'm not saying she should not do that and should not know her. I'm just noticing in her, Bella Thorne, and my 2 old best friends, the way they smile and some others the way they ask weirdly .. like the smiling is like oh yes I am not surprised I deserve such and such and we're all mad at Christina Ann (J) Barrett. Please, be my guest, I want people to have fun together. Also, why was Chloe Sevigny mad at me, cuz I'm poor and can't do anything? If you all start ignoring me.. which I guess you young people do like insulting me.. I'll be depressed like before and find some outlet. }:D
Also, with Chloe Moretz, she is always doing these things - has worked with Burton and Barrymore AND Depp! Bluh. I don't care. I am a bigger fan!

Problem

No one can have just a good time with me. I only say things that make sense!

Problem

If you think about it, I'm a real person cuz I was never mean to anyone. I feel killed.

Weird

Leave me alone. I hate my old friends, world.

Why? People think things mean all this retarded shit, like oh I was silent then, then connect some other thing because of that..

You guys just can't resist yourselves.

If Ellen does something, she HAS to have it in the end, in your opinion. How sick. I don't need her. I am cool by myself.

Apology

I had trouble writing how I felt.

Problem

They won't stop and it feels like they injected a whole cookie in my blood.

Wow

You all think you can torture me - Ellen DeGeneres, my mom, my dad, others. DID YOU GET WHAT I JUST SAID?

Problem

Someone in my room said Chloe Sevigny called me stupid. What a lie! You can't do this to me!

Problem

I am getting delusional messages about Sarah Brightman even, weird.

The Bottom Line

I'm not like my dad. I'm skinnier. My voice isn't made to sound like mucus.

Why I Did It

Because she made me mad and also she couldn't do anything about it but also because I literally didn't approve of my dad's ways and he wasn't my husband.

I guess..

..my dad has a secret of wanting those around him to be crap, so don't worry if you hurt his feelings.

Moreover

Ellen is repeatedly not treating me like others like I'm perfect. What did I ever do? My blogs are meaningless because of her. She did it! I didn't make it up and insult her.

Problem

I don't feel good just because of my mom's reaction to Ellen didn't do it.

Problem

My mom just made me so mad. Why? She can't do that! She's the 1 who had me and took care of me when I was born.

I was talking about Ellen and how I saw her being sappy with Obama. She acted all annoying when I said well maybe Ellen didn't do this 1. Look Ellen, you're on the bad side now. Get it? Stop telling me I am!

Do you need to ask me what you did?

Also, I acted like my mom was more like my dad when she acted like I was. Shoulda connected it with the fact that there are some good things to him. She really vies for him. She just stopped cuz she could and used it to annoy me, again. I never wanted to be like him. He did it when I left the room.

Question

It is Ellen's fault I started cursing.

Problem

If my family sucks does not mean I let anyone in the room!!

Problem

I will not reduce myself to submit to Ellen DeGeneres in old age. I never watched her, never ^liked^ her cuz she was too popular. If you all are still interested in me as a kid, you're too late. I'm an adolescent. If you're still interested, come with something, not some problem to define the meaning of feeling. Where'd you extract that and who for - Johnny Depp? I have nothing to do with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I seen you make movies coordinate me in them, though. What an insult that would be to say, people kinda trashed it anyway, online I'm guessing, cuz most people kinda liked it just felt bad.

Ellen does not get no. I'm at this nonsense each and every day. If not, I'd be at someone who is not present in daily life, Tim Burton. Let's fix her. She has to admit we're like her children.

Ate

I had a hot dog, noodle soup, wheat crackers (brown ice, sweet potato, sea salt - Triscuits,) and a squash cut up and cooked with butter. And water. When I woke up I had a pop tart, chocolate with cream.

Wow

Sounds like you could kill celebrities with Obama's foreseeable prediction. That's gonna be why they don't do it, probably, not sure. That's rather pathetic. I think they did it cuza me cuz I'm pretty good, but they just want me to feel bad like everyone else. Ellen probably thinks it has nothing to do with it. She refuses to be nice to the world. I guess we have no one on top but Burton and Depp.

Question

How do we know if Ellen's acting like a baby talking to Obama or not cuz it seems like it and therefore she is acting like a baby. If she doesn't like something I do, she thinks she can tell Obamacare to implant a microchhip in every American's hand. I'm revoking my citizenship.. Me xi co? Ca na da?

I'm not being mean, though maybe she is. I just am bringing up an important topic that determines the lives of the sheep of the world.

She has no right to chase me. She is notorious for being wrong and mean, not the people who are excited to meet her. :(* I already said I was careful cursing around her in the same place.

Problem

How perverted is it that Obama says we might get microchips in our hands but like say it was your fault and someone told him to say that and he listens? This world is turning into filth.

I hope no one overly sensitive attempts to interpret this, the words "perverted" and "filth." It's just the way people talk, politicians..

No!

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Something Came Up

I thought of Chloe Sevigny. I know Tim Burton would still like me better but not really.

I might be good for my age. xp And generation. I'm a bit to typical. People are so mean my age, like why're you like that we all hate you realy? What if we were all like that? ..Um, what?

Oh no!

Now what? I'll have bad luck.

Hope no one was hurt. I'll try staying away.

Yes

Why is my *** dad keeping an eagle eye on me? He's a good guy. He's doing things just to touch on topics, like little clues I see my parents leave etc. I don't know why it seems he's the sponsor, all of a sudden of it all. People keep inserting themselves into my life.

Yes, I was very mad. He seems at me.

Sad

It took me awhile to calm down, again, in my head.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Nitey

Superstar

Chloe Sevigny

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Who Earns What

I feel I've missed out on THEE experience because of my race. I was fine. People who succeed are all white.

Comments

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New Videos of Me Talking

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I win.

I do not need to take from others for myself in competition for others.

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Debated

I was upset and was set to think weird things.. need to ignore.

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Picture of Me

Sorry

If anyone is upset by me.

What's wrong?

Something's wrong.

Was she ever mean..

..to people like my mom? Yea. No? My mom did it?

Like Shit, Teens Today

I know that teens shit on people because they're shit and think that someone did something that made them look bad.

Problem

I got a message from Ellen saying to wrap my mom up like a dead hamster in newspaper. Also, she had a hamster on her show eating something I ate. She has no right to tell me to eat Chinese. I AM WHITE.

So, who is it?

Is Ellen the 1 wanting these weird things to happen cuz I just figured it was my mom?

Bad People

They just want the people born around 1960 so they can ge the candy. My family is nothing.

"Say you'll share with me 1 love, 1 lifetime.."

No, I won't share the funny moments my dad has. Also, he has indian, so what's wrong with that? It's not even black, which is more different in the bone structure.

I sometimes find him effeminate. He has good moments and bad moments. He covers things up.

I just detected it's hard for him being born in 1950, like an illness.

How I Get By

I just try to forget about it, and my brain kinda does it sometimes..

Problem

If Ellen is just mean to me, why do I end up watching her without saying a word? Wait, sometimes she can be nice. No one ever said I was bad, and I don't want this to be a 1st. It's hard to explain, but it seems she's just some bad kid messing with other people, a ha ha ha, or like these little messages that I know I get. Well, what sparked this was 2 things, 1 was something someone else rubbed in. You can't get mad at me..cuz I'm surrounded by this it seems, seems like a trick. I won't buy it.

What?

What just made me seem mad other than the noises in my room? Is there anything?

Happy News

I'm done with my social group. Just eating out and a parent conference.

Problem

They are talking to me and it makes my whole face freeze up like they're staring up close. Why not not be mean?

It makes me wanna explode and hit something. I want to get away. I have no choice. I can't get them to stop like before.

How do you feel?

Do you feel trampled on, like maybe you will never be famous and therefore amount to nothing? People live with a dream all can be famous in some way, which is true, most likely. Why is Ellen like that, like now she isn't really friendly in the normal way of acting. She used to just be offensive to people who were different. I'm putting up with jokes that shouldn't mean anything via her and others.

Something that did upset me was how I don't see the ending of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," when you see the legs crossing and someone like her gets to say, "Anyway." Why are you all acting like her and Johny Depp and Tim Burton get what us young adults deserve? So, I did see it, gladly, after "Bethenny." You see the big Warner Bros. symbol, as well. You all are so annoying, you people in Pixar, thinking it's only about Ellen, like she's a baby. I'm not having fun in this shit hole. The whole world decided they knew and didn't like me. I'm building up something that you all don't do.

Ellen slips in little insulting messages, like because I'm too old for her show, supposedly. I'm not. It's just I don't have what I need.

My mom was inflicting annoying things to me today, too. I don't wanna play this with her. Just admit it, Ellen is being mean. I can't say anything cuz I don't know what to say. She is making fun of me like I'm like everyone else..

They just made the mouse do something, too. Now, they're doing something else on the screen. Now, something weird happened. Now, they are attempting to talk to me. Funny, huh? This is not my life, I want people in my life not like this. What you say about me is wrong. You just did something, again.

TV

I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," Colbert, and Bethenny.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Hm

I wonder if I am feeling ill of sleep loss or some wrong foods. I should try to not be mad next time I see something, but I might still have a hard time. How will I sort out my feelings if no one cares? What things are my blog for?

Superstar

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Problem

In the car, my mom was thinking about something and she wouldn't stop and tried to make me feel guilty. She is peaking an interest at something that's bothering me.

Problem

I just got mad at some people, but it's over now. I was walking, and something about my neighbors bothered me.

Superstar

Chloe Sevigny

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Problem

My dad always acts like I deserve nothing for something stupid - I thought other people wanted me to call them a nigger.

Problem

I don't want my dad's nasty secret messages about hurting others and thinking me staying in my room he gets involved in my life, cuz he's no good at it. He has no right to know of my private life at 27. That's ***.

Apology

I had a hard day. I just had words slip from my thinking they'd keep me from getting mad more. I'll try again later.

You're just racist.

People treat me like I'm the weird 1 in the family, when I'm not, you're just racist.

No one cares.

No one cares about kids today. I want my 80s mood.

Mad

What happened to Sean Kingston of Miami and the other people from Jacksonville, FL?

Weird

If my mom is not mushy as a female, my dad cannot replace that parent as a mom! Girls secretly all hate that. I will just shun him when it feels uncomfortable.

cont.

I said I had problems and found a piano job for the summer, 2 songs.

O Boo Hoo

I missed auditions.. (Mad Cow Theater - nothing planned big I like I know of now for musical theater - I have no idea what the auditions are for. For the whole season.)

Annoyed

I am not gonna be careful for Tim Burton's daughter. I guess I'm too old to do anything that's worth it.

Weird

I wanted to be attractive, but my parents were in my face. I even slept with them as an infant.

Ha Ha

You'll never make it in my family. How would you like 2 niggers as parents? Would you shine in that family?

Blame my parents?

My mom says not to do that.

I bet they gave me dark skin. It is a bit attractive. I pretty much resisted being stereotyped to a certain non-race for how I looked.

Maybe, joke around with something that's more correct.

Something Strange

I sense that some people think I was like most little kids with dark features, but actually I wasn't and I'm not a Spanish girl. Lotsa people are making fun of me, but no one makes fun of my dad for having such dark hair. You can't just go and label me to be a certain way. True, I didn't look like a little granny with grayish curls. You all just wish you were me. And I wasn't a beggar with butt-length straight mousy hairs. I had attractive friends.